Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Little Sisters

This one is for you baby sister! I know you're quite a few inches taller than me and I know you look like the older sister.  A lot of the time you're the more mature and responsible one too. You're definitely the prettier one, and I'm not just saying that and it doesn't bother me a bit to say it, you are the looker in our family! But I love you for it! I've been thinking about you a lot little boo and I wish I had the words to tell you how much you mean to me. I know I haven't always been the best sister to you and I know I tell you yes way to often :) But you mean so very much to me. I wish I could take away your pain and your suffering. I wish I could take your migraines and your other medical stuff so you wouldn't have to deal with it. It breaks my heart that you are having to worry about making decisions that 45 year old women should be worrying about. I want so badly to find you your very own "Samo", and believe me I look a lot! I want to shelter you from all the jerks out there even the ones we love so dearly. You are beautiful inside and out. You are incredibly funny and smart. You have so very much to offer someone. You are kind and you have the biggest and most beautiful heart! I know that when you do find that man we are all going to be blown away by how awesome he is! But the thing I want the most for you is for Jesus to be your all, to be your husband. I know this sounds cliche' and  it's NOT something you want to hear.....I know I've been there. Even when the Lord told me I didn't want to hear it. But there is truly no greater pleasure than to know you are absolutely, unconditionally, and irrevocably loved by the King. More than any man can or ever will love you, He loves you. He took so much time planning out every detail about you, from that adorable nose of yours, to those deep brown eyes you can get lost in, to your gorgeous hair that I have been jealous of our WHOLE life. Even the way you get upset and stop talking, He made you with so much care. The way you show you're strong when on the inside your beautiful heart is shattered, He sees that when no one else can. You are His princess, His bride and He is ALWAYS waiting for you to talk to Him. He hears every word that you say and even those that you can't find the word for. He wants nothing more than to hold you and collect all your tears, so that He can fill all those voids inside of you. I love you sister, nowhere near as much as He does but next to my own spouse you are the person I love dearest in this world and this is my Christmas wish for you. Love you my Jo! 

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